yapee ... finally get to use internet once again !!!(i am not quite sure why the internet is unable to use as i am not good with the broadband thing... i heard it was the cable thing but not quite sure la) hmmm today as usual went to sch without being late though i woke up very late today... (cos ytd went home late, we went to the red star hotel for the seven month one ) usually i will be waking up at 6 or 6.30 but today cos even my mum was tired so she didn't woke up early... at least when i reach sch i could still get a bau to eat as my breakfast... hehehe...
my prelim is over by now and this week we are getting back our exam paper(to said last friday we already get back some of our paper...) by now i gotten back my math, physics, chinese, fnn and english paper2... among all my chinese is the paper i am happy of, cos i gotten 40+ for both my paper 1 and 2... paper 1 45/70 and paper 2 43/60 !!! this should be my first time where i get so high for my chinese!!! haiz but so sad not english ... T_T my english paper 2 over 40 i only get 32 siaoz!!! ahhhhhh i now hoping n-level the paper will be much more easy!!!
the most angry thing was that the total mark for math was 51/100!!! jus dun noe how do i cure my carelessness!!! got so many careless mistake !!! physics i think it is quite fine 31/50 but i am want to get distinction for N- Level ... jus hope my chemistry won't pull down my mark... for fnn i think i improved though it is still a fail... at least from one digit in the past till now two digit... and it is getting nearer to passing mark... 14/40 ... now i am waiting for rest of my paper... the paper i wish to know is chemistry and my english paper 1 ...
anyway i have decided not to go sec 5 next year... the reason is because i think i can learn more thing in ite... But i am for sure not going to bishan ite... maybe simei ite, i said maybe is because it is very far from where i live... i have this decision is not just because i think i can learn more think but also i have no confident in myself in pass o - level... cos u see with the grade i have now, passing o - level to me is like an impossible task ... u may said i am stupid in that sense that i can shortest my path to polytechnie by going to sec 5 ... but to me it will be like wasting time if i try going o - level to polytechnie ... also i am getting tired of studing all the subject i am currently studing... i don't know why maybe cos of my teacher... my classmate ... or the thing around me... but i just don't know...
i heard my PE teacher , mr lim saying that there is a place for student who failed n-level and dun wan to go ite... at there u can use shorter time to get dipoma, degree or even master... but i am still not quite sure whether to believe him cos i heard many people saying he like talking rubbish(which is not real) so i am not sure whether i can believe him plus roz surfed the net and it was like only for o - level student so i am more confuse and ban xing ban yi...
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