sobb or happy???

haiz... got 9 point can go sec 5 but i dun wan since i can go straight to higher nitec in ite y shall i not ??? but is sad that but my mum and my brother not happy that i chosen ite... for my mum i keep telling her the reason y i make this choice but she jus dun get it ...

then knew my best friend xiujuan didn't make it cos of her english i was sad... cos to me she work 100 time harder than me but she didn't make it to sec 5 while i make it... for me i guess is luck bah ... for now i know beatrix, joanne and chen hua going sec 5... oh jus gotten from ros that she decided to go sec 5 ... sad but happy cos she make her decision le ... gd for all who are going sec 5 ... work hard oh...

liyi going higher nitec too ... haiz i really hate to be seperated cos i fear they might be unfriendly with me ... but jus hope they will not and we be friend forever ... maybe can go poly together that will be great but till now i still dun noe the course i taking can go poly or not ... so scary and hate it!!! cos i really hate to make decision !!! cos i really dun noe which is right or which is wrong... i noe there is no right or wrong but i jus fear i make wrong decision!!!

and no date line for sec application is today 2pm so fast hor ??? dun noe how loh ... later going to grandfather house maybe can ask my aunty bah... lucky i still got one whole to make decision today cos tian did not schedule me go work...

ytd when arrived the hall i was so scared and excited but then after the talk by teachers i calmed abit ... so when mdm irda gave me the result slip my reaction wasn't tat big ... i was like dun happy or not... i passed all ,is gd cos i nv ever tot i will pass all and plus i get to go higher nitec... tat is ever better(heard them said for NA combine science(physics and chemistry) 100% passes for our school... )

this year we have got another choice which is going to higher nitec... for me that is great cos higher nitec i think can go poly(i can save some years...) and then i think we oso can get pay ... not very worried abt whether i am going to be pay cos i am working mah so is nvm de loh but if got pay better lah...