fear... fear.. fear...

fear for what??? o level oral!!! i just finished it today, it was so fearful !!! i don't know, but it just happen so fast that it is like i talk very little ... as such i was fearful that i did not said enough ... our teacher alway ask to talk non-stop ... and i tried very hard to talk non-stop, this was my first time doing talking non-stop and it is like very fast!!! so i am quite happy with myself, at least no regret ...

initially wanted to read new moon(continue serie of twilight) but my brother took it , so update posting in blog to keep me calm and distracted ... i really cant concentrate in my homework in this exciting and fearful mood ... haiz ...

anyway today woke up very early at 2am ... odd right ??? yes i felt so too , i guess too worried of oral already ... so read the new moon ... i guess compare with twilight and new moon i prefer twilight which alway keep me happy and exciting mood ... as for new moon non that it is the interesting but more sad as edward left isabella ...

this make me wonder one thing ... is it realistic for a girl to be able to improve in her study when she broke up with her boyfriend ... as isabella was able !!! she even improve in her math that was usually bad ... anyway i just want to take it as real so that i could tell myself >>> if a heart broken girl could improve in her work, there is no reason for me, a girl never been hurt by relationship not to improving in my work ...

i was telling myself this before meeting the examiner for my oral ... and this really help ... anyway i felt that i am able to be self-discipline in the time i set for reading and study ... it is actually harder for the previous book ... i was just too excited that i sometime forget the time ... for this second book i actually can concentrate in my study too...

anyway i just went wiki ... interested in more about the twilight series ... i even get to know that at the end of fourth... both Edward and Bella marry and have a baby ... lol ... Edward turn Bella to vampire too ... haha ... guess that interest me, as i have been thinking whether Bella would be turn to vampire ... haha ... i even found the traller at >>> http://www.twilightthemovie.com/

but one thing i am not sure is the actual date of the twilight movie ... some said 12.12.2008 and another 11.21.2008 ... my guess will be that singapore get the show much later so 12.12.2008 would the right date ...


guess i have to stop here ... set a time by me till 5.30 pm ... k think not updating anymore this week ... but still will online to catch d.grayman ...