Time just seem to pass so fast ... took the exam ... take the result and now choosing course ... I was the first to get my result slip as according to the alphabetical order, mine start with E ... I didn't feel any sadness upon recieving the result slip ...
I immediately broke down when I open the pouch and saw the bottom part, all start with V ... I didn't want to cry, but I just can't stop ... I keep telling myself that there is nothing to cry about but just can't stop ... At that moment, I was wish that there is a hole for me to dig in, as all the junior are looking ...
My teacher try to cheer me up ... My english teacher was very disapponted as most of us didn't pass English ... What sadden me more was I can't go to a ITE course I like !!! I gotten courses like chemical technology which is what my friend want but she didn't get into ... She gotten course which I wanted !!! Somehow I wish that we can switch our result, which I obviously know is impossible ...
I didn't want to go home ... So just went to 768 with some friend ... And my mum call so just told her about my result ... She didn't said anything but I knew she is sad ... Then when I reach home, my brother told me that my neighbour ask about my result ... Said her daughter got 17 point ... I don't know if I am too sensitive or what, just got this feeling that she is trying to show off ...
The next day, I was using the computer from evening to midnight just to apply for DAE ... And today going to RP with friends ... Prehaps going to NYP as well ...
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