why ...

Why am I alway the one affecting people negatively ???
Why am I feeling that I am self-centre ???
Why am I the one who end up doing something opposite from my intention ???
Why am I causing trouble for people ???

Is it because I consider too much that lead to negative ???
Is it because I am too inconsiderate till I can't see the picture completely ???
Is it because I take thing for granted ???
Is it because I alway hesitate when I have to thing to decide ???