BUSY !!!

I have been busy with work won't be updating so often ... Anyway, I kind of feel like giving up on retaking English ... I don't know, it just seem to me that the English class is a waste of time ... Skipped class so often that I don't feel like attending anymore ... But can I ??? Already paid the fee, so it would be a waste if I do not attend ...

For me, I know my weakness is my grammar ... And the teacher actually told us to do those grammar books everyday ... I tried but maybe cause that book I had, doesn't come with answer sheet so I don't know if I am right or wrong ... Think trying out with the grammar quiz in net ...

Then Maths class was just fine, I am rather eager to attend each lesson ... Yea, it is rather a mix, I should focus more on English than Math, but it is another way around ...

Now about work, ehh still making tons of mistake ... Especially taking order till I don't dare to take any order, scare take wrong order ... And yesterday, my first time working in weekend ... OMG!!! It's a disaster !!! I am like rushing here and there, then so many thing not done yet ... Need to serve, need to clear table, need to do table setting, need to refill the sauce etc ... Gosh !!! So busy !!!

Before going for work, I attend had class at 2pm ... Was smsing Rosi ... I was actually telling her how busy I was, and how I wish time can turn back when I am studying ... Now that I think studying isn't that bad after all ... Haha ... And few weeks or months back, when i haven't gotten a job I was like so envy with their hectic life ... And now ??? Guess that is what it meant by the grass on the other side is always greener ??? (Wonder if I am correct with this idiom, saw it somewhere and feel like using it whenever I could)

And yesterday when I reach work place at around 620pm, one of them was telling me that I am late for work ... So I told her about me having class and had told the manager about it ... Then the manager told me something which I didn't heard and just answered yea ... Somehow she seem to have regard me as late for work ...

Many a time I find myself saying sorry can u repeat what u say, cos most of the time I don't really get what people say and have to ask again ... Sometime when I didn't heard will just answer anyhow like yea etc ... Cos it feel weird to keep asking again every time when someone tell me something or ask me something ... I will try to be more alert ... And change my habit of answering when not knowing what I answered ...

I did told the manager about me having class, so I ask if I could like go slightly later ... And she ask if 630pm is alright, and I said yes ... Could she have forgotten ??? Haiz, I don't know ... Now that I think back, it really seem to me that she regard had me as late ... I know I should have explain to her right at the spot ... But just don't know why I didn't ...

Wonder how long I would be working at there ??? I really don't know, just watch and see bah ... I guess I could work till next year or something ??? For now I have to know how to take order ... Don't know what I am unsure about, the menu perhaps ??? Will need to clarify with other if i don't know ... that it for now ...