Haiz ...

Haiz ... OK, seriously I really think I am giving up on English ... I just feel that it a waste of time, I won't pass no matter what ... To be frank I have skipped the English class for months already ... And I am still in dilemma, I don't know if i should go for the English exam ... It just seem to be pointless if I go to exam unprepared ...

ARGH !!! I just hate myself loh ... Just why am I like this ??? Always go against my words !!! Argh am I hopeless ??? haiz ... Sometime even I myself don't even know what I am doing ... And I think there are a lot of thing I know but I just don understand when I say I understand ... AHHHH dun know what I am saying la ...

I don't know what I am doing right now ... I am just simply rotting at home ... Maybe not all bad, at least nowadays I spent most of my time in reading the thick books I borrow from the library when I went yishun with Elin... Already finish 2/3 of the book bah ... Maybe just want to run away from reality, just reading and reading ...