ARGH !!!

Wonder when then I can stop being nervous when doing presentation ? The nervousness is ruining everything in the presentation !!!

Many of my friends said I will get use to it, but just when will I start to get use to it ??? I keep telling myself "what is there to be nervous of??? its just friends you know" but I always end up getting nervous and keep saying wrong words making my presentation horrible !!! T.T

I wonder if it is my cowardness that makes me nervous ??? Hate it, I want to get better at this !!! I want to be able to present well and not make a foul of myself in presentation !!! ARGH !!!

I also hate the thing about me not being about to express my thoughts well in words, sometime I had something I want to discuss with my team mate but I just don't know why I can't express it out and let them understand.

Just like today, I was suppose to be the one doing the power point as one of my team mate had been doing for the past few weeks, but I just don't know what to type, she end up doing most of the slides. HATE IT loh, felt bad about it, as she has been doing more than what me and my other team mate had been doing.

AND NOW I HATE THE SNEEZING, I am rubbing my nose till it hurts but the SNEEZING STILL WON'T STOP !!! ARGH !!! Just what is wrong with my nose ???

P.S: I am quite frustrated now, for I don't know what reason and don't want to know ... ARGH !!!