TOTALLY CONFUSE

Just few weeks back , I was told about this event which held on 1st November(tomorrow), and that we have to leave early class early for preparation. They say there will be Leave of Absence(LOA). I was happy(I guess because it was my first LOA) ...

Yesterday evening, I went to Halloween a bit upset because got the news the day before(friday) that there will not be a LOA for early dismissal for 1st November event. And came home happily from Halloween ...

Just a few hour ago, I am happily posting update on Halloween ... But got the news that There will be a LOA, which make me don't know to feel happy or sad ...

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I AM SERIOUSLY CONFUSE AND UPSET RIGHT NOW !!! Reason because I felt like a fool, a fool being play around with. And I have to accept it !!! >.<

Since intially the told us there will be LOA, I was like ok my first LOA so just have a X that day. So I can just leave at 2nd break and totally skip 3rd meeting.

BUT then they told us that there WILL BE NO LOA, then I was like ok then I just have to do my part for that day and leave early and get what I deserve to get ... For this I actually email my Faci about it, and my faci has allow to let me ...

AND THEN just not long ago, I recive news that the LOA IS APPROVED ... And I totally don't know to feel happy or sad about this latest news ! Because I already told my Faci about it, so I can't go as i planned before to skip 3rd meeting totally, I have to finish my PPT but I DO NOT get a Grade for that day !!!

SO I AM FOOL HUH ???