Unhappy

It really frustrating when I want to study but got no ideas what I should study.

Studying would be a good reason to stop working, don't know what happen but I no long feel happy working there.

And I totally hate it when there is so much politic going on. Especially when I am always the first to be involved in when there is one. In additional being a contract staff I don't really feel belonged.

So half a reason for wanting to skip work is just because I don't feel like working, don't want to face those stupid politics.  Another half is because I am really sick what with the fever and coughing.

I promise myself to work 1 year while thinking what to study, but now it is only less than a year and I seriously have the urge of quitting this job. However I still got no ideas what to study and what is my plan for my future.

My colleague actually told me that if they are going transfer me to full time then continue as it is really not bad for my resume, after all it is a well known big company. It really is a big dilemma.  Stay or quit? Quit or stay? Argh!