Haiz ...

I was facebook-ing and come to know that Matthew (I know about him when I went for Red camp last year) has somehow revamped his blog ...

I have read his blog entries in his previous blog (Too bad, he deleted it) ... Most of his post are just so inspiring ... His post are still as inspiring as before ... He point out several small thing that are oblivious by most people including me ... Maybe I exaggerated a bit ??? Still I like reading his post ... Beside, he write well ...

I was thinking quite a lot ... Even though he was so busy till he only manage to get like few hours of sleep, he could still do so well ... While me??? I am like slacking at home having tons of time but still unable to do well in most thing ...

Here is the blog link >>> http://www.matthew-zachary.blogspot.com/

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Anyway, later going to Sakae Buffet with Elin, Jason and her mom ... However, think it will only be us (me, Des, Elin and Jason) that were be having the Sushi buffet ... Our mom would be having their meal at Kopitiam ... Kind of feel bad, but how my mum don't really like Jap food then her mum is vegetarian ...

Friday going Sakae Buffet as well, but with Soki and friends ... Hopefully there won't be any change of plan ... Cos I have like rejected for like 3/4 times, reason because I am broke ... And I really miss the chatting and laughing with them (even though i am always listening)...

Somehow I feel that I am going back, all the effort and time I spend last year are going down to drain ... Haiz ... I really need exercise ... I think when i am working in the past few weeks, I won't easily feel hungry ... Even with like one bread for a meal, I can survive the whole day ...

Then, how to motivate myself to study ??? I get distracted so easily !!! At home, I feel like sleeping ... At McDonald, I feel like eating ... At library, I also get distracted for don't know what reason ... Haiz ...

Somehow I feel like I am turning back ... All the effort I put in last year in losing weight are going down the drain ... Haiz ...