Stupid eh ???

Would it be stupid for me to say I am excited to go to school(or rather ITE campus) ... I read Alvin's blog and it really got me to think a lot ... Of course I wonder what it would be like if I was in ITE last year ... At the least in the class I got one of my best friend, B3 ...

Anyway I was told by Junming, next Monday will be the release of O-level result ... Although I already give up the thought of getting a good grade in English, I still hope a little miracle might happen ... If really I got a better grade in English, I hope to get in to business type course in ITE ... If not I will just chose whatever course that might interest me ... I want to move on like the rest of my friend had ...

Looking at all my friends, I guess I can said I myself is pathetic ... Really I just go all the way in wasting one year to retake and most probably end up getting the same result ... I have to agree I am kind of jue jiang (forgot what the English word for jue jiang)...

I think my friends in secondary all progressed ... Especially Alvin, just reading his blog, you know he changed 180 degree, he is already scoring for his GPA and even became an student council ... Hopefully I would be more serious ...

I remember that time working at Taka's xmas fair, there was this security guard ... I was waiting for baozhu, so chat a bit with the uncle ... And he asked if I am in a JC, I replied I am retaking o level this year ... He was kind of shock, cause he said I was like a very good girl, very mature ... It kind of shock me, I didn't thought that my first impression for people is this ...

It kind of wake me up a bit, and so now I am looking forward to study again, and this time I am going to be serious ... If you ever find me not being serious with my studies, please wake me up ...

Ok that about it ...